The darkness has strangled my life for too long now, it’s time the light shone through to show the world who I really am.
The depth of hunger for a love not given kept me locked with a life of drink, drugs and an anger to keep the thirst of love away.
This vessel stomped through 47 years of an existence, bursting through the branches of the Deathly forest. My mind corrupted by phantoms and ghouls and
ghosts, memories of destruction guiding me to my death.
The thoughts of death defying leaps into challenges turning me into an exploding angry volcano all because of what lies within.
Can I stop in time before I die to escape this torture and be like you or you but definitely not me.
There has to a moment when the minute glimmer of love my inner child needs grows and becomes the woman I was meant to be.